charlie

rip mark speight.

too many celebs are commiting suicide, whether it be accidental or purposely.
i still miss heath ledger.





i'm all watery-eyed now.

 13th april.


hello. today is sunday, and i have done none of the homework i planned to do. the weather can't make it's mind up and so i can't decide whether to go out or not. i have run out of things to photograph, and am having a bit of artist's block.

i am in dire need of a shower but i can't be bothered.

i have finished more brain training! all of it is unlocked, but i cba to do it these days.
however, i have nothing better to say therefore i am going to scoot. ciao!

so i stole this off of chelsea's bebo :] i thought i would livejournal it as you people know nothing about me!

1. How long have you been breathing ?
fourteen years and a lot of months :]

2.Are you Single?
i am indeed.

3.Have you cried today at all?
no. nothing to cry about!

4.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
rum and coke at megans ahah i hammered it.

5.Do you want to be in a relationship?
i really don't know. i'm really immature.

6.Do you actually believe in perfection?
no way.

7.Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
sunny. i'm like naturally tanned but i need a boost haha.

8.Have you been to New York City?
no. going for my sixteenth!

9.What do you think about before you go to bed?
what i've just done, what's happened that day, i work out how many hours sleep i'll get and think "oh my god that's nowhere near enough!" and worry for ages, then get about four hours sleep in the end and die the next day.

10.Do you take any medication?
no.

11.Last time you did laundry?
i leave that kinda stuff to my mum haha.

12.Do you fight with your parents all the time?
sometimes.

13.Just went out with a girl/guy because you were desperate?
nah.

14.Last voicemail you received?
i never get voicemails.

15.Who were the last people to lay in bed with you?
my little cousins on holiday, they were only four and six at the time.

16.Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed? duh.

17.What is your brothers name?
liam.

18.Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
tom :]

19.Favorite sit down restaurant?
terracotta or antibo's.

20.Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
yea i guess so. cuz stuff can't just happen. there has to be something behind it.

21.Do you wear contacts?
No, i wear glasses when i'm reading/on the computer though.

22.When is your next road trip?
when i next go to my nana's :]

23.What are you listening to?
the telly.

24.Last time you did volunteer work or made any donation?
ooh not long ago! i got one of those marie curie daffodil things.

25.Who is the 3rd person you got a missed call from on your cell phone?
megan.

26.Would rain actually stop you from going somewhere or ruin your plans?
i don't leave the house when it rains. haha.

27.Do you get nervous with public speaking?
yeah cuz i always muck it up.

28.Ever been in a wedding?
i was a bridesmaid one time.

29.Myspace or Facebook?
facebooook. well actually, bebo. lol. i'm awkward :]

30. What type of boy do you usually fall for?
tall with dark hair and dark eyes.

31.Last time you saw your parents?
mum: an hour ago.
dad: two hours ago (he went to work)

32.What woke you up this morning?
my alarm, also known as my mum.

33.If you took a drug test would you pass it?
yes.

34.Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
yes, i'm (hopefully!) going to rhiannon's!

35.Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
hugged my friends :]

36.Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
dad.

37.What was your first thought this morning?
"what time is it?"

38.Do long distance relationships work?
not for very long.

39.Who is your number one on myspace?
i don't have a myspace. but my number one on bebo is suzy :]

40.Who do you wish to be with right now?
my dog, some chocolate and an innocent smoothie.

41.Would you rather talk on the phone or chat in IM?
i like both.

42.Do you listen to music everyday?
yep.

43.What was the last thing you ate?
cheese and onion crisps.

44.Are you a fast typer?
yea quite fast when i know what i want to type.

45.What are you doing tonight?
going sleep.

46.Is anything bothering you?
yes, bitches at school and unfinished business.

47.Do you miss someone?
my nanna </3. nana+poppa cuz they live too far away now.

48.What do you want right now?
to go to sleep or be back at the plain white t's gig!

49.Are you listening to music right now?
nope.

50.Are you in a bad mood?
i'm quite happy right now, but i've been in a bad mood for the past couple of days.

51.Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
sam and i was talking to rhiannon but she went offline.

52.When were you the saddest in your life?
every time i leave people and know i'm not going to see them ever again/for a while. worst time of my life was october 2006.

53.Are you a jealous person?
you can't comprehend how very jealous i get.

54.What are you allergic to?
pollen. polyester.

55.Whose car were you in last?
dad's.

56.How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
eight at least. preferably about eleven, but i never get that many.

57.When was the last time you slept on the floor?
not long ago, i fall off my bed and quite happily continue sleeping on the floor :]

58.What do you want most right now?
to go to sleep and for everything that's happened to not have happened and for nanna to be back.

59.Is this it?
it better be because it took me ages to do this damn thing! my eyes are tired, and my feet are sore from carpet burns ahaha.


that took too long :]
very long entry this time!

so i haven't been on here in ages.. again. i have too much of a life (: well, if we're going into technicalities i don't. but i do spend the majority of my time either at wvcc, in bed, on msn/bebo or baking cakes. i have just baked the lushest chocolate cake known to humans. no, you can't have any (: but i cba to talk. too much has happened recently. it would bore you. just what happened today for now: got up late, went wvcc, did pe and looked like a tosser, had food fight with 'lissa's bf+his gaylord friends, went outside to get away from food fight, sam headbutted by shoulder (dont ask), jola pissed me off in science, me and shivani discovered i have a gimp finger, i baked a cake with mum, and i ended up here. oh and i swear i have some hwk due tomo.. i just dont know WHAT hwk. rough times.. bye (: xo

so as i said, meegan slept round last night (:
and we had an uber-boosh night.
well, we were in the boosh-spirit, but didnt actually watch any of it. it was odd but fun.
meegan kept falling asleep mid-sentence. it was so funny. i kept shouting at her.

so i edited another picture, we look quite fab together because of the words "mighty" and "boosh" together. 


i luv it!

and so now i'm tired. today me and shivani went shopping and it was fun. we had such laughs! and i complained in like every shop. i swear to god i am old before my time!

there is nothing more to say. because nothing more has happened. except that my dad threw my train tickets away when i had a huge collection that i was gonna stick on my wall. i nearly cried, seriously. i screamed so loudly at him. its surprising that he isnt dead.

no one reads, but ilu xo

oh well (:

anywhom, dearest meegan is sleeping around atm. we are having a BOOSH NIGHT. we are editing the pictures because of some serious loss of colour, and so i will just post the one we have managed to edit so far (: it is of yours truly!

yes i do have "boosh" written on my cheek. we had an uber-boosh night! on megans cheek was "mighty" and on mine was "boosh". we are very imaginativeee yea.

anywhom, i shall update this tomorrow. not much has happened yet, except that we're sleepy and attempting to watch "the most annoying people of 2007." this will be the fourth time i have seen it now (:

so yea, bye babes. xo

gosh, i need to come on here more often! i haven't posted an entry in too long! anywhom.. just the usual rly. xmas was fun. new yr was fun. i drank slightly too much, but it was fun. tia maria is too lush to turn down! back at school. oh goddd. it's so boring. and bloody freezing! am i the only one that thinks turning the heating on at break and lunch then turning it off during lessons is madness!? ughh. so yea. omg, i well need to make my lj prettier! it sucks atm. but i cba to work out how to, tbqh! i think generally coming on here more often would help. ah well. will probs post another one later on this evening. i can't think of anything to say right now! much love. xo

i havent been on here in ages, mainly because of my holiday. i went to the lake district which is kinda the top of england [: it was fun.. i wish i was still there! england sure is boring.. well leicester is. there are no hills or mountains to climb, no lakes to throw my dog in.. [: i joke, she likes swimming. i took lotsa pictures of the scenery and stuff `cause my family are boring to take pictures of, to be frank [: i`ll upload `em sometime.. i just can`t find my camera at this given moment [: .. more tomo, hopefullyyy.. xx

well, i waited a coupla days `cause i had nothing to sayy. monday - foosball. school was playing. we won. that`s like it. but i was with sarah and chelsea and they`re just fab, so we got through the cold togetherr, and took the piss out of the other team. they had some kind of gay who kinda did a flicky-jumpy-thingy when he threw the ball back in. we were like HA look at his lil` weedy legs ! HA look at his gay hair ! HA look, he`s so queer ! yeah, we got some dirty looks, but hey it was fun [: then chelsea went back with matt and so me and sarah had to like run home alone. it was fuuuun. but yeah .. TRYING to get pictures on here, but it isn`t working. i`ll take some pics of me chelsea and sarah tomo so you lot can seee us [: tomo there COULD be more. but don`t count on it. xx

create a person in your mind. they`re real tall, boring and don`t ever shut up. double it, double it again and then again. there you have it. i can`t really be all too bothered to bore you with me. but i`m charlotte racz and prefer to be called charlie, i`m fourteen and i`m from leicester, england. i`m addicted to bebo so be sure to check me out there too. just put in my surname in the search thing and there i am. if it isn`t vintage, i don`t like it. originality is key. i like to inspire people, but don`t copy the whole damn package. yeah? see here tomorrow, it`s a schoolday so something good must`ve happened. xx